F for Fear.....??

 oka gantayindhi.Sarigga nidrapattatledhu.ah madatha mancham paina okate borluthunnanu...nidra patte samayaniki..evaro venakaala nundi melliga vachi chuse lope naa kallaku ganthalu forcible ga kattaru..nakem jaruguthundo teliyatledhu. antha cheekati ga anipisthundi. idhantha evaru chestunnaro enduku chestunnaro teliyatledhu..."LEAVE ME!! WHO ARE YOU MAN???" ani entha arichi motthukuntunna idhantha chesevallu chappudu lekunda chestune unnaru. nannu ekkadiko teesukelthunnaru.

     asale uuru kani uuru...paiga na lover tho vachanu. tanakem jarigindho ani chala bayuapaduthunanu. tana vishayam adigina chepatledhu..GOD!!! tension severe ga peruguthondhi!!. entha ga arichina vidichipettatledhu. enduku chestunarani adigina chepatledhu. maa vallu kani, tana vallu kani evaraina vachi nannu balavanthanga teesukelthunnara??? ani, maa office lo evarina kidnap chestunnara ?? ani, inti chuttu pakkala vallu evaraina ila chestunnara?? ani okate bayapaduthu alochistunnanu,.

  inthalo sudden ga neellu kadhuluthunna shabdam vinapadindhi. ippudu fast ga kadhuluthunnai.... "enti sea shore vaipu vachama?? nannu neellallo padesthunnara?? ani adigithe evado inkoka cloth techi mareee 'ee sari chevulu vinipinchakunda kattadu'...ippudu assalu e shabdham vinipinchatledhu. evaru kanipinchatledhu. antha tension tension...oka hour gadichipoyindhi. inka em jaruguthundho teliyatledhu. ekadunnano teliyatledhu. tanu ekadundho telidhu.

    melliga evado naa battalu vippe prayathnalu chestunnaru. bhayamesi vadi chetulanu gatti ga pattukunanu. avi komalam ga unayii.Dhadi chesinavallalo oka ammayi kuda undhannadhi matram ardhamayindhi. nuv ammayivena?? " ani adiganu. anthe!! okkasaariga chetulu venakki teesukundi. ippudu verey evado vachi naa battalu vippadu ( except under garments)..veedu GAY anukunna.Thank GOD!! verey edho shirt veyadaniki prayathnisthunadu. immediate ga vesukunna. I can smell good aroma of perfume. kotha battalanukunta. Sarigga fit ayyayyi. Branded anukunta....tuck chesaru...ahkariki shoes kuda vesharu. idhantha enduku chestunnaro ardham kavatledhu.Final ga BLAZER vesharu. i can feel it.

   Huhh!! Finally they have opened first cloth. vindhamanna neella chappudu vinapadatledhu, janaaala chappudu vinapadatledhu. veellu nannu neellalo padeyarani ardhamaindhi. ippudu sudden ga okadu  inka 10 minutes undhi anadu....naku tension lo "enti boat peladanika???", ani adiganu. "avuinannadu!!"..Full shiver ayyanu. 

      Second cloth open chesadu. chuttu cheekati, nenu boat lo unnanu. boat nadi samudhram lo, arabian sea lo undhi. boat lo veluthuru ledhu. ikkada aiduguru manushullunna musugu vesukunnaru. nijanga pelchestaremo ani bayapaduthu venakki jaruguthunnanu....

vallallo okadu, "Nee Dress lo BOMB amarchabadindhi!! Your time starts now!!

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antu lekkapeduthunte 1 ante pelipothundhemonani bayam tho vaniki pothunna. 

1 anagane " pedddhhhhhha shabdham!! bomb pelindhanukunna!! Bomb kadhu crackers.ikkada Crackers sound ke resound vachindhi. crackers velugulo chustunnapudu vallantha musugulu teesesharu. you know what??? vallu maa Best Friends....sriram, anjali, arjun, swathi and charan.

   mari rani edhi raa?? ani adiganu. sudden ga andaru side ki jarigaru..Boat ending lo oka Red long gown with curly loose hair tho, gali challaga palakaristhunte hands open chesi atu side thirigi undhi. nenu okka adugu mundhuku veshanu. Boat motham Lights on ayyayii..."Boat ni fantastic ga, colourful lights tho arrange chesaru..inkokka adugu veshanu Piano shabdham....maa friend okadu piano vayisthunnadu. jeevitham loni adventure, thrill, happiness antha ... almost antha naa Heart lo fill aypoyi overwhelm ayyi santhoshamaina navvu roopam lo bayatiki vasthondhi...tana varaku cheranu. tanu naa vaipuku tirigindhi. tana kallalo anandha bashpalu.."SHALL WE DANCE??" andhi...Salsa adaamu. jeevithamlo ennadu lenantha anandhamga unnanu..tana kallaloki chusthu dance chestunnanu..maa friend gadu maa iddari steps ki anugunanga piano vayisthunnadu..

melli melli ga fast chesadu..

inka fast ga vayinchadu..

ippudu marintha josh tho, marintha strenght tho fast ga dance adaamu.

okkasaariga Piano ni gattiga press chesadu...

stop chesi vadni chusanu..."12 ayindhi" anadu. "Wat??", annanu....

anthe oka cake naa mundhu prathyakshamayindhi. Candle lights veligincharu..."HAPPY BUDDAYYYY!!!", ani andharu aricharuuu...ivala naa bday. nene marchipoyanu. prathi sari mana Hyderabadlo unappudu, adventurous ga bday ni celebrate chesukovadam maa alavatu. 

okadu pics theesthunnadu, okadu piano vaayisthunadu, ammayilu budday song paduthunnaru, okadu champagne bottle blush chesadu. nenu cake cut chestu edchesanu...valla kallalo kuda neellu kadhilayi..modhata tanaku tinipinchi...ah taruvatha andariki puuusukunnamu. 

  taruvatha???? taruvatha!!! mana Delicious Hyderabadi Biryani , Beer lu anni prathyakshamayyayi...OMG I dunno how it became possible..andaram open air lo, boat lo kurchunnamu...okkate light switch on chesaru. Biryani tinesi, Beers tagesi..."yeh Dosthi!! Hum nahi chodenge!!" aney hindi famous song andaram paduthu, tuuluthu, navvukunnamu...final ga F- stands for Friendship...

FIRST DAY OF MY OFFICE.....

Kerala vachi sarigga rendu varalu ayyayi..ee oori veedhulanni suparichitamayyayii...naku puravasthu shaka/archealogy field lo Cultural Resource Management department junior ga job vachindi. ippudantha haii ga gadusthundi... kakapothey inthati anandamayina vishayanni share cheskovadaniki ikkada naa snehithulu evaru leru.. phone chesi chepanu...ala cheppagaliganu kani mana style lo HYDERABADI BIRYANI,Beerla tho grand party ichhi racha racha ga celebrate cheyalede ani badhapaddanu...

     Udyogam vachinapudu nenu tanaku cheppagane maa new adventurous life loni first step successful ga complete ayindani,, inka maa jeevithalu oka gattekkinatte ani okkasariga anandham tho kowgilinchukundi...okka sariga kallalo neellu tirigayii...konni anandamaina anubuthulani chirunavvu ku mundhu kanneelle palakaristhai...chirakalam gurthundela chestaiii... eee uuri loni konda meedhi devalayaniki velli devudiki puja chesamu... ikkadi devudu VEERABHADRUDU..kasepu kurchoni maa uranthatini okka top view lo chusi enjoy chesamu... ah taruvatha tananu inti daggara bike meedha drop chesi nenu office ki vellanu...

FIRST DAY OF MY OFFICE.....

      naa first day of office idhi....talachukuntene navvosthundi..eppudu udyogam varaku alochinchaledhu..ila settle avuthanu ani uhinchane ledhu....idhi puravasthu shaka kabatti anni purathana vastuvulu, ikkadi rajula aaabharanalu, devalayala kattadaalaku sambandhinchina samagri, talapathralalo rasina engineering concepts, ivory tho design chesina miniatured models, mana ramayanam epic loni konni paintings etc etc.... office loki enter ayinappudu modhata naa kallaku kanipinchinavi ive...naku chala exciting and interesting ga anipinchayii...

maa manager sir andarini pilichi " He is Mr.Prashanth , appointed as Junior in Cultural Resource Management department. Please introduce yourselves to him" ani vellipoyaru...andariki okasari introduce chesukonananu, vallu greet chesi party adigaru. Department members ki tea party ichanu... i felt so happy....

afternoon, total office ni chudadaniki vellanu... anni departments, vatiloni purathana vasthuvulu chusthu ascharyapoyanu...

ikkadi timings 9:00 am to 6:00 pm...intiki chere sariki sarigga 7:00 pm ayyindi....maa illantha cheekatiga undhi..antha nishabdam. intlo ekkada Ranigaru kanipinchaledhu..anthata vethika, anni gadhilu chusa. ekkada ledhu. lawn lo chusa akkada ledhu. terrace meedhi nundi, "nenu ikkadunnanu!! meeko special, ivala dinner dhaba meedha arrange chesanu!!" andhi. Haha!! navvuthu, twaratwaraga metlekkesi painikochanu. im Surprised!!!! naa kosamani chicken, roti chesi ready ga unchindi....

thintunnapudu nannu "First Day of Your Job ela undhi Junior Sir??? All Happies ah??", ani adigindi....

adigindho ledho nenu excited ga... describe chestunna.... tega describe chesestunna...tanu naa matalu vintunnatu anipinchaledhu. edho dheerganga alochisthundi. naa venuka vaipuna unna chetlanu chuusthuu edho gaadanga alochisthundi. "Hello!! emaindhi?? em alochistunav ??" ani adiganu. emiledhani navvesindi. malli serious ga alochinchatam modalu pettindi.

Intlo tanokkathe undadam tho bore kottindhemo."Hmm!! ilakadhu kani,nenu tinnaka manam saradaga bike meedha tirigesi vadhama??", annanu. "Oh!Sure" andhi.

alaaaaaa alaaaa uuri chivari varaku vellipoyamu. emi matladaledhu. return vachetappudu, "God!! I cant bear this silence!!" ante... appudu chinnaga navvi matladdam modalupettindi. intiki cheramu. "Naku niddarosthundi, terrace meedhe padukundhamu.nuvu twaraga emaina work unte complete cheseyy... twaraga vacheyy" ananu.

nuvvu , nenu, mana kotha prapancham.....

appudu nenu, 

              "Nuvvante naku chala chala chala ishtam!

               neeku nenenno vishayalanu chepalanukunta, kani nee kallaloki chuusthe chalu matter divert ayyi marchipothaaa!! neetho navvadam,paata padadam,nadavatam, neekedhaina express cheyadam, ninnu duuuranga teesukelladam,neetho vaanalo bike meedho , bus lono velluthu thadavadamante chala chala ishtam!! //// etc etc etc 

                nuvvu nannu premisthunnavani telisina first day first time naaku pichekkipoindhi!!....ninnu dhuuram nunchi chusi nappudu naa heart fast ga kottukundi, okka sariga baruvekki poyindi...ah movement naku chaaala ishtam...nee mundhu,nee pakkana, ninu chuusthu nenu nadavalekapoyanappudu, ah feeling naku ishtam, haha break ayyinapudu roju kuda ninnu chuusevadni adhante naku chala ishtam"

         nuvvu navvi , siggupaduthuuu vellipothunappudu nenu nee cheyi chivarana pattukuni laaganu. okari kallaloki okaram chuusukuntuuu lokanni mymarachipoyamuuu....

       boat lo vedi vedi coffee taguthuu...chimma cheekatini vadalagoduthuu, udayinchina suryudi poorthii sunrise oka high rated youtube video laga chuusi enjoy chesamu.kaasepu matladukunam..alalu ivvala puli laa gaandristhunnaii....teeram varaku evvarni vellakudadhani..mukyanga jaalarlanu vellakudadhani radio lo heccharikalu isthunnaaru...baaaga gaali veechadam tho okka sari ga teeram lo unna dhummu lechindi...teeram pakkane unna maa andhamaina traditional house loki vellipoyamu..dhummu antha inti vaipugaa vasthundadam tho talupulu moosesanu...inthalo maa friends nundi calls vachaii....konni casual talks taruvatha, maa gurinchi maa families enquiry chesaiyani telisindiiii.....memu ikkadaku vachi varamaina , naku inkaa e job dhorakaledhu!!...

             eee uuru chala chinnadhi. peddaga technology, computerlu avasarm leni uuru, ikkada cell phones signal undadame goppa!!...udayam yesudasu geethalatho , subbalakshmi suprabathalatho modalavuthundii..clear blue sky, pachati polaalu, chetlu, vaagulu,swachamaina gaali, neeru...devullu, gudulu,santhalu, thirunaallu, sampradhayalu, aacharalu, pandugalu, palle prajalu, pashupakshyadhulu mothaniki oh kotha prapanchani chuusthunatu untundhii..GODS OWN COUNTRY anipinchukundhi...

thaathala kalam nundi ikkada unnavaru verey palleko, patnaniko velladam ishtapadaru; okka matalo cheppalante sankethika, urukula parugula, chiraaku teppinche mana jeevithanni anthaga ishtapadaru...kani in some cases, closest telephone ni reach avvalante kaneesam 10 kms ayina prayanam cheyyali...ikkada enimidhi gantalakalla nidrapovadam veella alavaatu...handicrafts cheyyadame ikkada secondary occupation...
enthaina Raja Ravi Varma puttina rashtram kadha!!

       "the greatness of a nation and its moral progress can be judged by the way in which its animals are treated ", anna mahatmudi bodhanalaku udaaharanaga modhata cheppukovalasina palle idhe....

mana gnapakalu....

     Mana paatha gnapakalanu nemaru vesukunamu...manam kalisinnundi ippativaraku jarigina santhoshalu, badhalu, vidipovadalu, kalusukovatalu, jagadalu, choopulu, telisi teliyani navvulu, kppalu, kalaiyikalu anninti gurinchiiii matladuthuuu nidraloki jaarukunnamu...

         inthalo prodhunnaindhiii... nuvvu nannu navalo vidichipetti...ah kobbarichettla madhyalo unna mana intloki velli snanam chesi, muggesi, devuniki pooja chesi vachavu....appatiki 6:00 ayyindi....appudu nuvu "twaraga levani!! bayatiki chooodandi!! ninna pournami kadha andhukenemo eee vintha!! sooryudu melli melli ga samudram nundi lesthunadu, chandrudu melli melli ga samudram loki kalusthunadu, atu cheekati itu veluthuru kani twilight lanti vathavaranam erpadindhi. ninna vaana padi chetlu entho andamga kanipishthunaii, pakshulanni valasa kani ikkadike vasthunaii manalaga!! intha andhamaina pradeshaniki paaripoyivachinanduku santhoshanga undhi!!, nee tho undadam inkaa anandanga undhi!!" anavu....

marupu raani kathalu......

Iddaru premikulu tama prema jeevithani okkasari gurthukucheskuntunna kadha idhi!!

oh rathri!!

vennela kurusthundi. gaali baaga veesthundi. ah gaaliki kadali pongi alalai teerani thaakuthundi(Kerala sea shore). theerana anni kobbari chettlu. konni vangi unnaii. gaaliki aaakulu andanga kaduluthunaii. vennela velugulalo vaati needalu marintha andanga unnaii, kaduluthuuuu unaii. akkadey oh naava undhi. adhi chinna illula unde naava. dhantlo deepam ledhu. keratala valla theerana unna maa naava kaastha atu itu kadhuluthuu undhi. nenu naava chivarana kurchoni jaabillini, samudrani choosthu, gaali veechadam tho kallu kastha muuthabadi, alalu naa kaalanu thaakuthunnapudu vaatilo kaalu kadhuputhu unnanu. inthalo nee gajjala chappudu...vinadaniki naa kentho ishtam. nuvvu lechavemo ani naava loki thongi chuusanu. adbutham!! neno adbuthani chusani...nenu eppatinundo kala kanna vidhaanam lo nuvvu tayaraii unavu...kerala white and golden border saree lo ,,jadalo mallepulamaalatho,,kallaku kaatuka tho andamaina nagalatho....kerala style hair craft lo ,,,oh errati tilakam nee nuduta.....abba cheppalenidha aah andam,,, ivanni oka etthaithee nenu vachinappudu nuvvu deepanni veligisthunavu..ah velugu lo nuvvu devathala kanipinchavu!! nee nagalanni daga daga merisaaii...appudu anukokunda nannu chuusavu. adhey samayaniki gaali vachi nee kurulanu konnitini nee nudurunu taakela chesaii....deepam atu itu avadam tho nenu vachi sahayam chesanu.."akalesthundii raa prashanth!!" ani annavu...appudu nenu chitike lo oh setup vesanu..adhentante : vennello...vangi unna chetla naduma oh table rendu chairlu vesi...candle veliginchanu...thine samagri ni table paina petesi...ninnu rani la welcome chesanu...naku nuvve tinipinchavuu...nenu chala bagundannanu(nijaniki uppu takkuvaindii)

ah kaasepu taruvatha, mana two wheeler paina sea shore dagara joooru gaa naduputhu haii ga swecha ga viharinchamu!!...teeram lo kurchoni matladukunam.appatike padakondaindhi. taruvatha manam naava chivarana kurchoni, kaallu neelalo aadisthuu unappudu neeku chaliki vanuku puttindi. appudu nenu nee nadumu venakala nundi cheyyi vesi, nee cheyini pattukunnanu. nuvvu nee talanu naa bujana petti, "eee kshanana manalni evvaru vidadheeyaleru,nee kante naaku evvaru ekkuvakadhu!!, nee kante nenu ekkuvaga ishtapadindhi marokati ledhu, I LOVE YOU!!" ani annavu. appudu nenu, neekosam daachipettina yellow roses ichanu. andamaina mallepoolu vaati vasanalanu surroundings antha spread chesaii. neekishtamainadhi edhaina naku nee mundhu cheyalani,ivvalanipisthundi, nuvvu naa sonthamathrame anipisthundi...

okka saariga nirmanushyam. okarikallalokiokaram chusukunnam. chuttuuu nirmanushyam. samudhrapu alalu, hcandamama vennela valla merusthu unnai. chappudu chestunnai. konni neellu manapai chilikai. okkasariga navvukunnamu. akkada nee chempa pai oka muddu ichanu...

ah taruvaatha shore dagara kurchoni kaburlu cheppukunamu...mabbulanni chukkalni mooseshaii...mellaga chee....katiiii ayyindhi. vennela padakunda pooorthi ga mabbulu adduga raaga neledho?? ningedhoo?? samudramedhoo?? teliyanantha cheekatayindi. nuvvu bayapadi okkasariga nannu gattiga hattukunnavu.... kallu moosukunnavu...inka manam naava lo ki vellamu...intha lo vaana modhalindhi...bayata paduthunna vaana chinukulu oikkati kuda lopaliki ravatam ledhu...ascharyam!!...to be continued!!